Well, I suppose you got what you wanted, you attention whore. As of today, there are 52,400 search results for the phrase “Azwan Ismail” in Google. I suppose more would be indexed by Google in the coming days. And this faggot even had the cheek to whine to AP about a so-called “death threat” made against him after his morally wrong video confession on YouTube. What were you expecting when you told the world that you are a faggot, Azwan Ismail? Cakes and lollipops?
And no, it is not “okay” to be a gay. Something which is against not only religion but also the order of nature, is most certainly not “okay”. Homosexuality is a disease, a psychological disorder. I suggest that you seek immediate treatment for your problem. Maybe those people at NARTH can help you with the psychotherapy, since to my knowledge no similar organisation exists in Malaysia as of to date.